I hate the feeling
POSTED AT 11:07 PM
I'm a murderer. I've been murdering a lot of creatures not worthy of such fate. I'm a murderer and I hate the feeling. I hate the feeling not because I see no good in killing but because I killed the wrong creature. I killed the wrong creature. I killed the wrong creature because the real target is a better murderer than I. I hate the feeling. I hate the feeling. I killed the wrong creature and now he's dead. He's dead and the real target is alive. I hate the feeling. I hate the feeling of being far from safety. I'm a murderer. And though I failed once, I still have a chance for a better aim of the right target. I'm a murderer. And yes I failed once. I'm a murderer. I'm a murderer and a loser. I hate the feeling. I hate the feeling. The real target is a better murderer. They're the real murderers. I'm a murderer but I was a man before a murderer. They're just murderers. I'm a murderer and I killed the wrong creature. Now, he's dead. I hate the feeling. I hate the feeling. sniff in!
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almost second sem!
POSTED AT 09:08 PM
I already have my precious Form 5 (thanks to my smooth preenlistment!
I'm not so happy with my wednesday and saturday sched. I was hoping I could spare my wednesday from school toxicity but there are no other PE classes available. So I'm stuck for an entire sem (equals five months!) doing streetdancing on a supposedly free wednesday. DAMN! My saturday is just hopeless (and that says it all! Nevertheless, I'm happy that this sched isn't as bad as that of most of my friends. ABBA ALWAYS LOVES ME! AND I ALWAYS LOVE HIM TOO! |
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a rocky road to heaven!
POSTED AT 04:09 PM
i met my friends at school yesterday. they had their histo thing. i had my comm thing with burn. damn! i really missed them! we haven't really spent time together after most of us (excluding me) shifted. so yesterday was the only time we really bonded for the entire first sem. so after each one's business, we had lunch. we had pasta-all-you-can at joey pepperoni. HOHO. it wasn't the best pasta in the world. but i'm not saying it's not worth the 150. i just didn't enjoy their pesto as much as i enjoyed that of TOSH. HAHA. after the pasta-all-you-can at joey pepperoni, we took a bus to southmall then a car ride to gela's. her sister drove us. we stayed at their clubhouse for some rocky road. damn! it was just AWESOME munching on some ice cream under the moonlight. i just missed rocky road ice cream a lot. it was a rocky road to heaven! SO COOOOL. Best detox ever! LOLOLOL. XD |
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). That means I already have my sched for second sem too. So Imma just post it. 

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